When I finally made up my mind that i was ready and started doing handjob's on film i quickly found out how much fun it could be. It was a simple and small step to finaly giving blowjob's. It was far from the first time I had ever sucked a cock but once I started sucking cock for the camera, I quickly discovered that doing it on film was WAY different! Just the idea of hundreds, maybe thousands of guys watching me suck a cock until it blasted it's load was HOT! To be honest, I was amazed at the excitement I felt. I will admit here that even though I enjoyed swallowing a guys load, I really had to be in the right mood for it. But having hot Cum blasting my face or body was always a turn-on.

Of course, having a guy "by the balls" and being in control was also much more fun and exhilarating on film than I had ever thought it could be. I enjoyed sucking cock from the first time I tried it, not only was there a feeling of power but to my surprise, I found that there was pleasure for me. I could get real close to 'getting off' myself just having a cock plowing into my mouth! I only admitted that to one guy and he always got this weird smile on his face as I sucked him off, he was the only one that knew my secret, I couldn't help smiling...

Well, I've been asked, but must admit I don't know how many cocks I had sucked (on film) before one guy asked if he could "go down" on me. At first i was hesitant, that wasn't part of the shoot but I already knew it WAS something I enjoyed so I let him. That first time wasn't the best because I was a bit nervious but I did enjoy the feel of the guys tongue licking and diving inside me, the photographer got much more than his monies worth on that shoot and when it was my turn and I sucked him dry. After that if asked I didn't think twice, even though I learned early that every guy THINKS he knows how to do "it" but often I had to give them a little nudge in the right direction. Some guys like '69' and it's alright if you are just wanting to have some fun but if you are serious, it's way too hard to concentrate on what you want to do and do it right. The times I worked with two guys or more, one doing me while I did the other guy, it was fun but distracting. It was always much nicer to get down to business and each take their turn so we all went home happy!

I won't bore you and tell you how many cocks I actually sucked over the years but I will tell you I wish I had started much earlier and had had more guys interested in "doing me"! When it came time for me to quit the 'biz' I still had a long list of fun ideas for shoots that I wanted to try but time was not on my side. Another time.... Anyway, I hope you enjoy my site!